sentimental tune

GUYS I saw New Moon. It was sooo good. A thousand times better than the first one. Very like the book except for little things. I loved the action and Taylor Lautner is one awesome actor for a 17 year old. I really don’t wanna commit statuatory but your boy is FIONE.  That bod. Pfff. Anyways. I need to see it again. ASAP.  So yeah. lol.  I am actually awake in the daytime holla! It’s dreary as eff outside but what can you do?  I bought the soundtrack for the movie as well as the latest Tegan && Sara. I love em both. Great purchases. Argh I need to stop shopping for myself and go hxc christmas shopping. Especially while I have money. I hemmorrage money. I love to spend spend spend! What woman doesn’t?


So I need your opinions ladies and gents… There was this guy. We liked each other. Like shit was MUTUAL for once. He liked me. I liked him. It coulda been a beautiful thing. But he has no NERVE. Whenever he texts me hes all It’s great to hear from you. Don’t be a stranger.  Blah Blah Blah. We did hook up that one drunken time. It was pg-13 I swear. But I did like him. It DID happen. But, after that, if he was SOOO interested, why didn’t he call me? Why doesn’t he EVER call me? Why doesn’t he GO for it? If he had asked me to go to the movies, bowling, for a drink, SOMETHING I would’ve went. Hell, I might still go if he ever grows a pair.  My friends say I should ask him out but guys I haven’t physically seen the dude since LAST NEW YEARS.  How riDONKulous is that? Plus, he’s thirty.  Age isn’t really a big deal to me like that.. It’s only eight years, but if you’re that age don’t you think you should have it a little more together when pursuing the fairer sex? It may just be me but I really want to be pursued! I don’t want to be the one going for it. It’s a huge turn off to me that hes like this.  I guess I want the manly man. The one that’ll take me in the dark corner and kiss me for all its worth without waiting for my permission because he KNOWS thats what I want before I really do.  Do you guys think I’m lame? Should I keep trying with the other guy or is it a lost cause?

I wake up exhausted

Just thought id share one of my flicks from my graduation from the 17th of this month. to prove i did something with my time this year hahaha.  thats my friend catie and I. I loves her shes awesome.

So. Today has just begun.  What I really wanna do is go see New Moon but will I? Probably not since I have no car. Sucks ballzone.  I also need to straighten my hair. Its a hawtass curly mess. I love how freeing it is to have a blog but if you never speak to me and just see CONFESSIONS OF A CERTIFIED FAT CHICK I guess it can be a little unnerving. I am just very honest and open when it comes to myself and I think it’s important not to have any smoke and mirrors when it comes to it. People have been very unkind to me about my weight so I don’t want people to think I’m thinner than I am.  Just how it is. On a lighter note, I watched Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia last night, the one on the D.E.N.N.I.S. method and it was truly hilarious. I just hope guys don’t try that to really get girls. Okay let me get to my straightening since its cold as ish outside and lord knows i shouldn’t be walking around with we hair. deuces.