Today I feel inexplicably lost. I feel directionless so I’m listening to Megan and Sara’s soil, soil on repeat. I want to wander but it’s not possible today. I want to fall out of the normal but I’ll probably lie in bed til 4 until I have to head into work.
I don’t do those things. Wallow in bed and shit. I hate doing it but some days we need those days to collect ourselves.
I hate that I am the girl that gives fantastic advice but can’t take it myself. I’m going to work on that.