I don’t trust myself. I don’t trust myself to keep my heart on its reins. I don’t trust myself to not fall so hard for the first guy I’m interested in to show interest in me back. I hate that have this pathetic nature. My affirmation of my fabulous attributes should not come from men. It should @ome with in me. I should know I’m fucking awesome. I should live that shit in every footstep and every breath I take.