So I kinda need to apologize for my last post. Well, I don’t really since it’s my blog and that is exactly how I felt at the time. I was going to individually comment back to each person who commented the other day but I thought I could address it all today on here. I appreciate each kind words you gave me. It is just so hard to think positively when at times I feel suffocated and there are even moments when my parents assure me life is just going to get worse. How is that inspirational? Sometimes I need to turn to my friends to help me see that it can get better. Its funny today the movie The Night at the Museum 2 was what inspired me a lot today. It was the character Amelia Earhart who kept saying why do you do anything except for the love of it? We don’t do much for the love of it and isn’t that what the American dream was built on? Pursuit of happiness? Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by the bad and forget to hang out to the good that will and should come if I keep my head outta my ass. I am going to try and stay positive but I know I’ll have more days when I feel so crappy I just want to cry and cry and cry but I’ll battle that on that day.