&& the worst part is before its get any better we’re headed for a cliff

It’s been a low week. My christmas was very short due to my working at 3:30 pm until 11:30. Then, on Sunday, my dog Hershey ran away. There’s been issues with that damn dog. He just loves to run!

I can’t call the spca because my lame ass neighbor had previously called them and they said if he runs out again we have to pay a 500 dollar fine. We don’t have 500 bucks. I sure as hell don’t have it. I make like 160 a week and i got my phone bill and some other expenses like this 340 xray bill i haven’t paid since april and they’re calling me now.. YIKES It’s terrible. So I hope a family found him and see my ad on craigs list. I’m devastated. Even though he was a pain in the ass that was my favorite dog. He was my bear. My Hershman. But he got out of the fenced in yard because some nimrod left the gate partially ajar. It’s Wednesday now so my hope is minimal for his return. It’s not only this. I think because of my working overnight I have started to feel really depressed lately. Like I’m sleeping my life away and missing everything. That && not having a car! I missed my friend’s 21st birthday last night bc of it. I wonder if they even missed me. I’ve known her since I was 12, we were next door neighbors for like 8 years, and she’s one of the beautiful people if you catch my drift. But she’s real. All the trouble I’ve ever gotten into was with her haha. See, my low feelings? The only thing I’m excited for is New Years eve. Originally, I was supposed to work overnight that night! Ring in new years at Pathmark? GTFOH! What I ended up doing was writing a letter to my supervisor stating that I have seniority over so and so so I really don’t believe it’s fair I’m working. Let’s just say I don’t have many hours this week but it’s all good because I have off new years eve! New Years Day, if they’re open, my fat ass is going to weight watchers! Hopefully that’ll bring my sprits back up doing something healthy and good for myself.
Did I mention I’ve decided to move to Tennessee? Yeah,my two friends Nick and Dana are moving down there in July because Nick goes to the University of Tennessee and he has three more years to go. They’re a couple and wanna be together. Delaware and Tennessee is like 5 hours apart driving so you know long distance relationships are hard as eff. The place they’re getting is a two bedroom apartment for 700 bucks a month. This includes hot water, cable, and heat. You cannot get an efficiency for that much here in DE! Plus, I can’t find a job to save my life around here in medical assisting and there are tons down there in Knoxville. I want a change of pace. I want to meet new people. I wanna meet a southern gentleman! haha. So hopefully it all works out and I won’t end up talking out my ass about all that. Hopefully 2010 brings about new awesomeness to my drab life. 2009 was filled with school and work so I did shit! The coolest thing I did was meet third eye blind.
ahhh i was starstruck!
me n my friend amber before meeting them. That ish is supposed to be my best friend… I haven’t heard from her in like two weeks. She lives with her boyfriend. ‘Nuff said.

autographs! yes!
That was boss. That and graduating and passing medical assisting schoolage! I wanna keep going for nursing and start taking some writing classes on the side. I miss my creative spark. I used to write all the time. I’m letting the world get to me. BAH! I need to keep this lyric by Fall Out Boy in mind:

You can only blame your problems on the world for so long before it all becomes the same old song

They’re so right. Positivity is what I am bringing into the new year. I think its because last NYE I spent it at swordsman’s house. Locking lips with someone you don’t really like all the much but were doing it because aren’t you supposed to hook up at new years is bad juju. Yeah bad ass run on sentence fo sho. So this new years eve will be spent will friends. Getting crunk of course but… it is new years! ❤


2 thoughts on “&& the worst part is before its get any better we’re headed for a cliff

  1. I have my fingers crossed for you to find work in Tennessee when you move. Let’s hope that everything is okay for 2010, and life gets back on track eh? I’m hoping the same for myself, can’t get a damned job out here.

  2. Cheer up I hope Tennessee is really good for you. I worked New Years Eve too I was supposed to work New Years Day but they told me to come in at midnight. oh well doesn’t matter anyways I get paid double time just for being there.

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